Justin Allen Maybe I Am Crazy lyrics

Maybe I Am Crazy by Justin Allen

Maybe I Am Crazy lyrics

Manassas Virginia
2003 I believe was the year
Before I left here
Currently in NY
With a VA state of mind
Still dwelling on the past
I remember the time

Me and Rod was inseparable
And Isaiah talked on the phone wit me every night
Till night was approaching light

John had a case
Not really nothing to mention
Just tryna bring a point and speak on the friendships

Stonewall Jackson
I was in my second year
And this girl Kai
She was just getting there
I knew her from my area
Westgate
She was Ryan girl
When they broke up she said lets date
Well not in words

I would see her
When I would chill with Domo
Tried to get at Jakiesha
But I didn't get far tho
She messed with Tavaris
And he was her life for years
I seen him make her happy
I seen him make her tear

I wrote poems to show how I felt but I
Left it alone after she told me how she felt

When I was home
Me and Kourtnei would chill
In the mornings Kai would come over
I was older but still
We took things to another level
I was really feeling her but inside
I knew I wouldn't settle
Down
Not as long as Kourtnei was there
And the miscellaneous girls I would meet
Was still around

I worked at footlocker with her dad
Slowly but surely
He started to notice what we had
He would tell me things
Tell me her mind wasn't right
Say things about her mother
I would listen no reply

She told me she was 15
I was 16 at the time
He told me she was 14 when we chilled 4th of july
And then a few weeks later
He told me she was 13
I aint know who to believe
I felt both of them had lied

She would sneak out at night
So she could come and see me
One time she snuck out but
She aint come and see me
I had stuff on my mind
I really really liked her but I couldn't tolerate
A person that would lie

When the time came and I looked at her
Then told her we moving backwards
She told me about a talk
Her and her dad had and what happen
And rather then say don't talk to Kai
He decided to make up lies
To try and destroy the bond
I had developed with Kai

Uh uh
Na uh
It didn't work
Plus I had a few words for him
But I aint see him at work
I actually didn't see him
Kai's visits were first
She would see me
I would see her
What he said didn't work
And over time we grew distant
Cause she wanted to flirt
I didn't like but decided it was cool and this jerk
She started seeing name Daryl
Fucked wit him and I heard
He gave her something
And her next door neighbor did something worse
I heard he rapped her
And I'm sitting here the king of my world
With all these woman
I had Kourtnei
I had Mia
This girl
That I had brought into my life
I didn't know what was wrong
This happen quick
We didn't even stay apart for that long
And the the mist of all the things going on
Me feeling guilty
Cause I didn't even fight
To get her to stay with me
Feeling like
She was out there
Searching for a replacement
While I messing with all of these girls
Ignoring her
Staying away and not even talking or calling
Well I stopped
After she told Tamisha we were together
Plus her pops
I didn't feel like putting up with
But I said f*ck it and then
Eventually we talked but
Later stuff happened again

I started selling drugs
Nothing major
For some paper
I would save up
Mess with girls but
Kourtnei was my main one
Kai started seeing guys
Quiet a few
I can name one
This kid Christian
She had liked him
If he hit it
I don't blame him
He go wit my first girl
Nicole
We had broke up after 3 months
That relationship changed my whole world... 
(The rest of the lyrics can not fit in this discription, sorry... )