Solange Calendar lyrics

Calendar by Solange

Calendar lyrics
Ive been throu the river 
Ive gone throu the storm
Ive been throu the fire 
the battles ive won
lets start with November 
i slept by an angel
that once she agreed 
that is when she felt dead
i cant even begin to explain
the pain don cost me 
ill neva b the same
now while that bullet it hurt
ill have a whole parking lot
and ill neva question god
about how it tore me apart

Chorus
papa papa you live you cry 
but i got over 
just check your calendar
they don't have meaning in my life
think their pretty 
but im a roller
just check your calendar

December 25 he got on one knee
he told me forever 
and i took the ring
we were so young in love
cloud 9 everyday was like we were in heaven
he always put me first
cause im lucky 7
but things got complicated
that puweree came brainin
she said ur 6 weeks pregnant
i said im only 17 yes so how will i know
what to do with a baby on my own
will my family disown me
will i lose everything
will ya b there 4 me

chorus

we decided
to get married
hav dis baby
make a family
and my family 
so happy wit me
everything seems so blissfully
October 18 the best day of my life
i welcomed my treasure
looked him right in the eye
and said mommy promises to give you the world
just u make this girl into a woman now
6 months later April showers
lie after lie revealed how it 
hurt me crushed me
dis man i loved 
loved me
was it not enough till i give up 
cause he cheated his family